May 2007 : Mysterious Month

I continue having weird feeling, extremely exhausted, drained and very sleepy..555...isn't it just a lazy me? I have feeling that I can sleep one whole day. On top of that, I retard on shopping of any kind, can you believe that? PP give me a hard to believe looked when I told him, but later he realize that it is true. I feel tried of anything that require my energy especially, walking. I don't even go to my fave store or do the grocery shopping, I'm unable to walk more than 2 aisle in supermarket otherwise, I lost my breath and feel pass out.

One night, something just pop in my mind...Am I pregnant? is all the sickness a sign?? when did my period last month??? OH...OH...I can not recall...( goose bump)

I'd had irregular periods, so it might just skip last month??? I try to clam down and think. Frankly, I can't. what's happen to me since the past month, it seem like what they call MORNING SICKNESS! How can I find out?

I wake up very early in the morning (actually I really exciting and can not sleep), take my pregnancy test and read the instructions very carefully a couple time. After I done, I stared at the stick and waited. I saw the second pink line appeared! It mean I'm pregnant, isn't it? :) :) :) Just to make sure I decide to go for the second test a few day later, and it is the same-an amazing pink line appeared like magic. I'm so exciting!!!

What should I do now? Doctor...Yes! I really need doctor this time. I spend a couple hour to read my insurance policy and coverage. Finally, I got my appointment with my primary doctor next week on May 22.

Doctor: Congratulation! you are.
Me : ??? sorry, what you just said?
Doctor: You are pregnant :)
Me : Oh!...thank you...(I'm speechless with a big smile...when you heard from the doctor, it feel more real than looking at the pregnancy test, isn't it?)

I was scheduled to see a gynecologist on May 30, whom also confirm that I am pregnant :)
and all my weird feeling is a very normal morning sickness which will be gone in couple months.
I go back home with a lot of butterflies flutter in my heart. I can't wait to tell PP.