After got back from Bangkok, Thailand 3 month ago; With all the concern, encourage, plus a little pressure from our family, make me keep thinking about one thing-a baby, is it the right time??? I reconsider myself, my life and my option again and again-Am I ready? Am I really done here in order to go there?
Living in USA is really challenge me in the way I used to see the world from where I belong, and also influence me to enjoy, to treasure and to get most of the beautiful moment in my life :) Likewise, to think of the having a baby for me is totally different from 3 years ago. Here in US, we have only the two of us, no helping hand as if we were in Thailand ... So, it really come down to the commitment between 2 people that will help each others out when it needs.
Anyway, the commitment come to me sooner than I thought. Gladly, it come to me before I'm expired (I had an implanted thought that woman aged over 35 is kind of expired for motherhood stuff, but refer to the doctor-it is ridiculous). PP seem to get some pressure from Bangkok trip too or he might just realize that we both getting old now 555.
Pregnancy is simply a point at which people start to take their lives seriously, do u agree?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
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